Struggling to find the motivation 😫😫

I gained quite a bit of weight with both my pregnancies. I lost it all with the first, and my second is 18 months old. I was down to only 5 lbs left and was fitting in all my pre baby clothes and was feeling good and then life got busy and stressful and I lost motivation and gained 5 lbs back. I’m short so 10 lbs really bothers me but I am STRUGGLING to find the motivation to stick to eating the way I know how to lose weight and to exercise. My littlest is not sleeping like at all and husband is working a ton and stressed out. I don’t even know what I’m looking for here, words of encouragement? Advice other than buck up and do it? Lol. I’m tired of the extra weight but I’m exhausted in this current moment and don’t feel like I have the energy to put in to getting where I want to be.