He really just told me I don’t look pregnant I look fat, I’m so over him cause wtf how disrespectful can you get?? He’s always said “why isn’t your stomach hard yet” or “I thought you’d be showing by now”. Im just even more insecure than I was before.. I do feel like I’m missing out on the pregnancy experience because I’m 5 months and with no bump, I just have a pudge. Before I got pregnant I had lost 50 pounds and was still insecure so imagine how I feel now slowly gaining back weight I had lost. Then he tried to fix it saying “No disrespect I’m just saying you don’t have a bump” and I literally explained to him yesterday how I feel less than because I don’t have a bump ughhh I can’t even express my frustration, I don’t even want to be with him anymore. I want a bump so bad .. 😞 it took me so long to get pregnant (4 years to be exact) and I used to bash myself saying how I felt like a failure because my body couldn’t do the one thing it was made for now that I’m doing it I feel like a failure because apparently I’m not doing it right.. he tries to tell me to eat more and the baby is probably just small but I promise I’m trying.