Am I normal?

I’m almost 14 weeks which I know is good. I have never had any complications as this is a my first pregnancy. I am just concerned because I don’t even feel pregnant. Like I’ve had no morning sickness, my belly doesn’t really show, nothing (other than seeing my baby on an ultrasound). Everyone is saying I should be grateful and I am, but dang I kind of want to feel pregnant. Does anyone ever feel this or feel anxiety until they go to their next appointment? It’s so weird not being able to see your baby so I just always hope that he or she is ok at all times.