Emotional asf please tell me I’m not alone

ariy

I currently already have 2 boys praying for my baby girl one day, has a recent ectopic pregnancy with left tube removed in March. 14th 2022 and I swear the past 2 months of trying and getting BFN really effect my day my mood my thoughts my feelings everything I feel so upset and angry and I just be wanting to cry all day because I can’t figure out what went wrong or what sis I do wrong both of my previous pregnancies were fast and heathly and now for baby #3 I feel like I’m just losing hope and I. Scares it’s going to start affecting my relationships with friends family and my spouse because of how sad and upset I be just a vent..