giving birth

so this is my second baby, and im so nervous to give birth. i guess bc the first time was so easy but this pregnancy has been so different.. i know it’s different everytime but i really want it to be like the first time. i wasn’t in labor that long, i gave birth to a 9 pound baby and didn’t need stitches. the only bad thing really was pushing for almost 2 hours.. and the recovery was so easy, i didn’t feel any pain by the time i left the hospital (48hours).. im also scared to get cut open and to get stitches lol.