I just need to vent more then anything I’m embarrassed, ashamed, sad, disappointed in myself more then anything . We have been together 6 years. Living together for 4 . We have a 8 month old. We just moved to a new place he made it seem like everything was fine between us . Like everything had its balance. I felt him off I’ve been feeling him weird cause he’s extra loveable and that’s usually my first sign that something else is going on . I looked through his phone and caught messages with an ex coworker . For idk how long he has been setting up dates . Idk if he has actually gone through with it . The chick sent a picture of herself saying he stood her up again super dressed up like if going out for dinner . I confronted him . All he could say was how it was my fault . How I’m now woman enough how If I was the woman I should be he wouldn’t have to reach out to those avenues . That technically it isn’t cheating cause all he did was hold conversation with her and nothi h else happened . He laughed in my face . It wasn’t just her it was many others . Lie after lie and he thinks it’s funny . It’s clearly my fault I’ve been so weak to stay time after time now I’m just a joke . I can’t stop shaking . I don’t want to continue to be with him but idk how to leave idk how to just get up and walk away with my baby . I have no one near by . My family, friends live 10 hours away . He brings in the money and thinks because he does he’s allowed to do as he pleases cause I bring nothing to the table