Surprise pregnancy

Tyler • 👦🏻 👼👼👼👼

It's been 19 months since I lost my daughter at 16 weeks pregnant due to Turner Syndrome. And I've had 3 losses prior to her. I never wanted to get pregnant again after losing her, but apparently God has other plans. I'm such a wreck right now. I wish I felt happy, but all I feel is terrified and I've been crying all day. But of course I’m going to give this pregnancy my all.

How do you deal with the fear and anxiety? My husband and I weren’t even trying and I still don’t know how I ended up pregnant because we usually have to try really hard. This was just totally out of the blue...