My boyfriend/babydaddy of 5 years keeps making me feel like I have no sense of anything and belittles me. I can never have an opinion about anything or he’ll tell me I’m wrong and will argue about why I’m wrong.

Ex) I wrote an email to him so he can practice on how to write a professional email because he changed his job/career and now he’s a sales rep. He told me what I wrote was too long and he didn’t even want to read it. Mind you it was only 2 sentences and I know how to write emails due to my previous job I had where I was a lead/manager and have to email different departments. Then he began to tell me how my job wasn’t even professional anyways and that they give anyone a manager/lead position at my old job.

Then he began to tell me his cousin told him he had to only write like 3 sentences emails and that’s it, so I said ok I just don’t want to argue. It’s always his way or the highway and I can’t voice my own opinion.

Mind you I am a stay at home mom now so i honestly have no one to talk to. It feels like he expects me to just watch our kids and clean the house and don’t have a say in anything at all. After all, it’s “his money” and he can spend it on anything he wants but I’m not allowed to work because he can’t watch our kids or he’ll be too tired for work.

I know people will say I should go to work and leave or whatever but how can I when I have 3 kids and daycare or Nannie’s are expensive or gov assistance. I also have no family members who can watch them etc. I feel like I’m stuck and can’t take someone I love always making me feel like I’m fucking stupid and don’t know how to do anything. Can someone please give me tips on what to do?! My PPD is getting worse and I’m honestly starting to believe that I am stupid or my ideas are dumb etc.