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My best friend gave birth to an angel baby. After she had her baby she and her boyfriend respectful requested time and space from everyone publicly and she privately told me the same thing. This isn’t about me and I absolutely know that, I can’t imagine the heartbreak and grieving they are going thru right now. But all I want to do is sit outside her house and I don’t know.. just be near her. I will always respect her wishes but there’s a huge part of me that just wants to I don’t even know. I don’t know what this post is really about but I don’t know where to put these feelings right now. I love her and her family so much and I know I can’t make anything better I just want there to be something I can do.