TTC!!!

Just curious how long after a miscarriage did it take for you to conceive again? We miscarried in February. Prior to that we started trying in September so it took us 5-6 months and that happened. Now we have been trying since april-ish. March we tried but not tried tried as I was scared and still grieving. Now I’m June and I’m just blah. I want nothing more but to have another baby(our second) and it just seems like month after month it’s a no go. I follow my cycles and they can vary but what gives. Hubby says to just let it play out, don’t stress and just take it day by day(easier said than done) and me I always think the worst just so I can be prepared when or if I do have my menstrual cycle:( it still causes a few tears. I feel at a loss and defeated & I don’t want to feel this way I just can’t help it’s always in the back of my mind. Mind you I’m not down in the dumps on a daily basis I’m a very joyful person its always when that “waiting period” comes around.