I’ve got a Hycosy booked for next month. I’ve also got blood tests in a couple of weeks to test my egg quality and reserve. I’m so nervous about this because what if they come back bad ?? I’m 35. I ovulate fine. I’m healthy. But just so scared of these results… part of me feels it’s easier being oblivious and not knowing. My friend told me today it’s sad that I spend so long thinking about all of this but you know what, it’s been 18 months and nothings happened aside from one very questionable vvvfl in February. I don’t have any kids at all and it’s always been so important to me. So yes , I think about it a lot now. 😞