This might be more of a vent then asking for help, but I appreciate any insight and/or kind words to help me through this.

Seems like forever I’ve been trying, and I’m sure it feels that way for everyone in here.

I’ve been with my significant other for almost 6 years.

All of my friends are pregnant or have had babies in the last 2 years.

So over 10 babies have been born, and I’m just waiting for my turn. Today is my second baby shower I have to go to in the last week, it’s mentally taking such a toll on my body and I’ve had to go to therapy for it to help with my depression/anger.

What has everyone done in this situation? Idk how to process these emotion’s in a healthy way. I’m always mad or crying and can hardly be around my friends or their children (I’ll start crying/can’t handle baby talk)

I also can’t afford a fertility doctor with how our economy is right now 🥲