I am currently a stay at home mom 7 days a week I did work on the weekends but I quit my job since I hated it so much currently looking for something else. I stay home watch my 2 boys plus my fiancé 2 boys while he works and his ex wife which is very stressful for me at times thank god my parents help me on the weekends with my boys since there actually real dad isn’t in the picture hasn’t been since last year in November when he saw them I quit talking to him since he can’t pay his child support or let along try to be in his boys life he won’t grow up so I cut him out in February haven’t spoke to him since until he can keep a stable job and roof over his head and actually be a responsible parent I don’t have anything to stay to him until then. But I just stay stress out so much at home I feel like it’s effecting me in so many ways my stress level is always bad I guess being home 24/7 taken care of 4 kids plus cleaning on top of taken care of mine plus my fiancé boys and not being able to study for my permit because I am busy at home 24/7 I never have time to sit down and actually study because I have my boys plus my fiancé boys I am to exhausted to stay at night when he gets home because I am tired and I honestly apply for collage to do at home but I don’t know how I am Donna do that with my boys and his which I love them all the same I been in there life for 3 years in August I treat them all the same but I have been baby sitting for his ex wife for a couple months now I have put my permit on hold because it truly is hard to studying with all 4 kids and I told my finace I wanted to go back to school but do my classes at home I just don’t know what I can do anymore at this point. I stay home 7 days a week take care of all 4 kids plus on top of cleaning/ laundry/ cooking/ baths/ taken care of 2 dogs I just need some relief I just don’t wanna be Judged or make anyone mad. And my finace oldest is going to church camp today with his cousin which he had to pay $280 dollars for camp I asked well did you ask your ex wife if she was going to help pay for his camp he said no I said well why did you tell her no? I feel like it’s her place as well to help pay for his camp it shouldn’t always be left on you like it always is with her I ended up paying $180 on his camp plus $120 on things he needed for camp I didn’t even get a thank you or anything maybe I am just being selfish. And I am also suppose to have surgery done February 28th and July 5th i asked him the other day who is gonna watch his boys while I am recovering because I am gonna have my kids since I won’t have a babysitter my parents can only take off on the days I get it done he said I will have my sister come over.