No help

How do you do it with no help? Like I have my husband’s help when he’s available. But we don’t have any family around that “helps”. I never get a break. Which I don’t think I need one as my child

is my responsibility and what I signed up for. I mean, like when I need outside help for maybe little an appt. there isn’t any. My child is almost 2 and I’m a SAHM. I can’t even ask my parents because they’re never available. Again, LO is my obligation not theirs. I just feel like I’m drowning in endless cups of coffee a day try to keep up. LO is so energetic and won’t listen anymore. I have headaches all the time anymore. Maybe I do need a break but how when there’s no options?

To add: I have ask my parents so many times in the past but they always cancel. My 18 year old brother plays baseball and my Dad is obsessed with him playing so whenever there’s a game, NOPE. I’m not joking. People who’ve met my Dad have expressed they can’t believe he talks about nothing but my brother playing. Or if I’ve asked for a weekend night, my stepmom will literally start calling people to make plans only to say “oh I forgot we’re going over so and so’s house that night” I wish I was lying but it’s 💯 true.