Rant: I am the village

I’m growing to hate the phrase “it takes a village” because I have none. I did in the past but as I moved out of my parents and had 2 kids, got married, shit LIFE HAPPENED. Nobody comes around anymore. It’s been months since someone has stopped by the house to see me and the boys, I swear I keep my house very clean and organized. Note I haven’t had my own vehicle for a whole year now so everyone is well aware I can’t leave my house unless my husband isn’t working. That’s not anyone controlling me, it’s the truth, he takes the one vehicle we have 5/6 days a week because he has to. I stay home constantly. I love my babies with every inch of my soul but I’m incredibly lonely. Nobody calls to check up on me. SHIT! I found out through Facebook this morning that my dad was in jail… why didn’t anyone in my family think of contacting me? I’m typically really quiet, I keep to myself and have a hard time voicing myself to anyone except my husband and kids. I have no bad intentions with anyone… I just want a friend or someone to talk to about stuff because I can’t go rant to my 3 year old about my family drama… I probably sound pitiful but I feel that way right now. Absolutely pitiful