I have two beautiful healthy boys I love to the moon and back. A couple months ago I started getting baby fever horribly and we decided to try and nothing happened.

Since then, I've been in this confused funk. I want another baby but I know financially and with everything going on in the world and yes, probably even my mental health, it wouldn't be a good decision.

My hormones are a hot mess and I am not sure I can even get pregnant again (tried for 3 months total and I got pregnant without even trying with my boys both times).

Has anyone ever felt this way? Like you want another baby but you don't know if you really NEED another baby? Is that terrible?

Some days I just feel like our family is complete but other days I want another little person running around too. It's so conflicting and I just needed to vent somewhere. 😪