Having a baby

So hes been saying he wants a baby for months. Then I became pregnant i know he got afraid then he’s been telling me he’s not ready, and just been getting on my nerves saying we’re not stable bla bla we already have a child together and I lost a pregnancy with him a year ago and the year before that. So this pregnancy I didn’t keep it because if he gives me so much troubles now imagine with two of his kids. Now he’s telling me hes ready for us to have a baby it’s only been 7 weeks! Atp I don’t know what’s wrong with this man. How after I go through with the termination he realizes he wants one? I feel like he’s playing games I’m not talking to him at the moment Bc I’m fed up with everything and I still feel bad I lost a baby but it just comes to mind like wth is he really thinking..

I want another one myself just not with him that’s why I went with it, I don’t mind having a second baby daddy I’m waiting to actually be married and not a fiancé with hopes of Being married.