Venting

My husband completely said he is done having kids. Even though he says if it happens it happens. We have 2 kids (13-who is not bio daughter) and a 5 year old who is bio son. I want one more , but he says no. He has gotten my hopes up way too many times - talking about baby names , making comments like if it happens it happens, he says he works over time to where we can get new things, take the kids to go do things, etc. my heart is broke because he got my hopes up. Told him that I’d just go get my tubes removed if he was done. He said ok. Then I tell him to go get a vasectomy and he downright said NO. That makes no sense to me whatsoever. He said he only brought up names and whatever because he didn’t want me to resent him and hate him. Ummm i think im already starting to since you got my hopes up and flushed them down the toilet.

I don’t think I need this app anymore. But I wonder if I should keep it anyways?🤷‍♀️

Sorry for the vent. Idk how I’m feeling right now.