I think I wanna disappear

So i had a friend whose a boy and he is deeply in love with me well not anymore i guess… I’m pregnant and he finally met the dad because i always hide shit from him because the way he makes me feel (like I’m doing something wrong) so every since then he’s been acting weird but mind you he’s talking to this girl and trying to hide it from me when knowing i always push him to find girls etc it’s only sad because he was my only friend. So now I’m alone Lowkey but i think he feels bad about me that’s why he’s trying to stay. I’m basically just venting tbh because I’m thinking about stop talking to everyone in my past life if that makes sense. Toxic mom, and him for holding me back when i would cry for a change.. i think once the baby is born I’m going to stop talking to both heavy.

( I’m not with the father of the baby, but i do have a boyfriend) i just wanna disappear tbh. Obviously with my baby.