I’m pretty good with handling disappointments alone.

I know it was the first cycle ttc with my husband and we didn’t exactly plan as he came home the week I was ovulating (I bought test kits, had a positive the night he came home and the next day) (he’s in the military and is away a lot so it’s a little hard to actually plan)

I was a little hopeful that we did it with all the symptoms I had. Got home from work and realized I started my period.- husbands not home tonight so it’s just me and the dogs.

Seeing him get excited to start trying and the idea of me getting pregnant then getting my period I feel like I disappointed him. Then I keep thinking how long are we going to have to keep trying until it happens, next month? Next year? Is he going to just keep getting disappointed it’s not happening to the point he gives up and doesn’t want to try anymore?