D-MER

First time mama here, my little man is currently in the NICU so I’m EP for the time being. Iv been pumping for almost a week now and I have a great supply and catching on really well for someone who had no idea what their doing 😂 however every single time I start I am overcome with a wave of pretty significant anxiety for absolutely no reason. It lasts about three of four minutes or so and then I feel absolutely fine. Does anyone have experience with this? It’s not a deal breaker for me just yet but it is very unpleasant. I plan on trying to nurse as soon as I can and I’m worried this will hurt my chances of being successful. Any advice would be much appreciated. Thank you!