Single. is it ever going to change?

This time of the year makes me kind of sad becuase I would love to be in a Relationship but I feel like it's never going to happen for me and it makes me feel so lonely. I'm 20 and have been in a couple dead end less than a year relationships... I've never felt a real connection with any one and I long for that hopefully maybe next Christmas I won't be alone but it just feels like it's never going to happen 😧😳