Please be nice , I need some advice .

I found out the gender a couple days ago and like I’ve always said ,our baby’s health is the only thing that matters. However I had built up the image of having a boy in my head so much and had a clear picture that when I was told it was a baby girl I suddenly felt disconnected for the first day or two . But now I couldn’t be happier that we have a little girl on the way and I can’t imagine life any other way. I feel so so so guilty that at the start I felt that way and just hope she doesn’t ever think unwanted or that I wanted things to be different . I love her with all my heart and will do anything for her . I keep breaking down in tears and think I’m already a bad mother . Has anyone else experienced anything similar?