Why just why

Why is it soo easy for other females to not be extremely stresses and anxious my stress and anxiety is why too high. I fear everything I can't control. I keep having miscarriages due to the stress and anxiety. Idk what to do I tried therapy but I just can't find the right therapist. Some days I literally can't focus. I'm a literal robot going through the motion of the day. I put on a brave face act like everything is ok, but inside I'm dying. Break down after break down it never ends. My coping methods are starting to not work. I don't know what to do and I literally can't handle it anymore 😭😭😭