Would you still want a gift from ex ?

So recently me and my ex broke up he’s going back to college next week (he will be gone for 4 months )we broke up because it’s my fault I assumed he was still talking to his ex and he wasn’t and he said we should just take a break I don’t know why I assumed he was cheating I was up late in the morning just thinking and of course he wasn’t . before all this happened I actually ordered him some stuff to go to college it was some inside joke stuff that only me and him would get (we joke a lot about things ) and its getting delivered tomorrow and this is day two and we haven’t talked he said he’s not mad at me but I know he’s mad because he would’ve had text me something I wrote him something sentimental the next day and all he did was like the post I basically just said “hopefully we can talk more about it when he comes back from college or we can pick up from where we left off “

I really messed up. And I’m soo use to men lying to me but this one didn’t 😥

If he returns it he can get a Amazon gift card instead . I wouldn’t know if he returned it ofc because it’s getting delivered to his house ……

Update :

He said he would keep the gifts and he accepts my apology but he said he’s over it tbh 🫠