Still can't get over it

Gender disappointment sucks. I feel like it has stolen the joy from this pregnancy. At 10 weeks I found out I'm expecting my 2nd boy. Confirmed by multiple ultrasounds. I wanted a girl so bad this time. Baby is almost here and I was hoping this feeling would go away by now. I know some people think is ridiculous but I've been feeling depressed about it. I've been trying to buy little outfits for the baby but honestly It's just sad to me I can't get to buy a little dress instead!