I was recently diagnosed with PCOS and have been seeing a fertility specialist.

My sister in law just called to say she is pregnant with her first child. It’s a total surprise and they were not trying. They are in their 30s and don’t take great care of themselves. I’m in my mid 20s, I grow most of my own food, I’m very health conscious, and time sex perfectly. Still nothing.

I thought I was doing well with being patient and waiting but my first response was to cry. I’m excited for them but just really sad for myself.

I feel bad for not just having excitement for them but it’s just really hard.