After a year of miscarriages, surgeries, unknown, bleeding etc. I found out I had an AVM for likely 7 months that was growing and growing. I hemorrhaged, had surgery and I’m happy to be alive. But a major heartbreak is that my fertility is in question. I have an incredible daughter. Has anyone else been told that having another child is not safe, risky, and not possible after something like this? What did you do? I’m feeling very very sad. Crushed. But also know I’m lucky at the same time.