3 days late on day 32 of my CD when I've been sitting at 29/30 for the last 4 months. 2 tests this morning (bc I thought i saw something on one) only to get the big "not pregnant". I'm just laying here crying my eyes out. Almost a year of this plus a chemical. I feel so broken and all my husband wants is to be a dad and I can't give him that. I'm so upset. I hate this. I hate trying. My heart just aches and I have no one to turn to about it. If I see one more "we are pregnant" status, im going to lose it but I don't think any of my friends are not pregnant now so hopefully no more for awhile. I just want to be a mom... why is that too much to ask!? Ugh. So glad they made a vent room. It's so awesome when you don't have anyone to vent to besides your hubby. I feel bad for him when he gets home bc im sure the flood gates will open again -_-