Idk what to do

Shantel
So my Papa isn't doing well. I'm thinking about flying out to AZ to see him. However I'm also thinking against it,because I hate flying and being away from my husband. I'm also high risk and get bad anxiety about flying and airports. I don't know what the heck to do. we aren't sure he has much longer. I haven't seen him in over 6 years. I don't want to regret not going,but at the same time I don't want to fly. Driving is an option since I'm in NC.