Hi all I’d be 10dpo ovulation today. I see a very very faint line but it could just be in my head (line eyes)

. I’m very emotional this week an my anxiety is bad an I just feel different which has only ever happened when Iv been pregnant. (Ignore the rip on the test line Iv just done this with my nail picking it up off the table) Weird pains twinges in my boobs, the odd cramp, raging ear infection but tbh nothing major symptom wise except the emotional side is extreme 🤦🏻‍♀️. I normally spot before my period I’m due Sunday and nothing yet.

To be honest I’m panicking now that I am pregnant as my dad has terminal cancer but it’s gotten a lot worse this week taken a bad turn suddenly so if I was out this month I was considering going back on the pill just whilst we get through this difficult time in our lives as I feel I’d struggling losing my father whilst having a new born baby. Obviously if I am pregnant I’ll be happy tho. But I am just feeling very overwhelmed and emotional today and I just want to sit and cry 😪 Thankyou! X

What do you all think?