So I'll try to make this short. I'm 23 yrs old and pregnant with my 2nd.  I have a 2 yr old son.  my boyfriend works off shore 28 days out 14 days home. I want to go to college to become an RN but my SO is against me putting the kids in daycare. He wants to be a sahd when I go to school so he'll be home with the kids but I'll have to get a full time job to support us. And hopefully I'll make enough to support us. So I thought of waiting until the kids are both in school /pre-k at which time I'll be 27 yrs old .. Go to college for 4 years if things go well and graduate at 31. It seems like I'd be wasting time sitting at home waiting to go to school but I don't think I can handle going to school and working full time,  especially when I would start clinicals after my 2nd yr of school. Which is normally 12 hours a day. So my question is am I freaking out about it and what could I do while waiting to go to school?