Birthdays

Does anyone else get really depressed on their birthday or just me. I have 2 kids and a partner my partner currently works away all over uk so it’s just me home with 2 young kids which is fine i dont mind that but its my birthday day and iv had a hand full of happy birthdays off my mum dad and brothers and a couple not close friends but no one has even made the effort to come see me or even ring me to speak to me. so iv been home been work and back home with kids iv had one birthday card of a client I support which made me cry because she was the only one to get me a card but when asked if iv had a nice i have to lie and say yes because thats life when really im crying my eyes out in the bathroom 😭😭

Ps i know im luckiy to get what i get but i just cant help but feel sad