Getting anxiety from my kids ๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”๐Ÿ’”

I have a 2 year old and a 5 month old babyโ€ฆ ever since i had #2 i been having anxiety attacks.. been stressed out so bad and exhausted tiredddโ€ฆ. Just sickโ€ฆ yeah its my fault for having them back to back i should have waited yes i regret it but i dis want my son to have a close sibling to play with .. i never had that.๐Ÿ’” but now im hurting struggling going crazy with them i need a break from them i need to run away::: im tired.. need sleep. ๐Ÿ˜ซalso i have the Nexplanon birth control & that shit doesnt work its making me bleed alotโ€ฆ nonstop but i need birth control so i dont have to get pregnant obviouslyโ€ฆ im not liking it at all. Im going through alot i also think itโ€™s postpartum depression too