Getting anxiety from my kids 💔💔💔💔💔

I have a 2 year old and a 5 month old baby… ever since i had #2 i been having anxiety attacks.. been stressed out so bad and exhausted tireddd…. Just sick… yeah its my fault for having them back to back i should have waited yes i regret it but i dis want my son to have a close sibling to play with .. i never had that.💔 but now im hurting struggling going crazy with them i need a break from them i need to run away::: im tired.. need sleep. 😫also i have the Nexplanon birth control & that shit doesnt work its making me bleed alot… nonstop but i need birth control so i dont have to get pregnant obviously… im not liking it at all. Im going through alot i also think it’s postpartum depression too