Ugh. Another person is pregnant in my life.

It's so hard for me to find positivity today. I found out someone close to me is now pregnant, and I was so upset about it! Somewhere inside I know it's great. And I know it will happen to me but I hate this waiting game! I feel like a bad person for some of the things I said about it last night. I just want it for myself so much, and it suddenly seems like everyone but me is getting pregnant.