Long distance marriage

My husband and I have been together 9 years, married 6. We have 2 young kids that are 5 and 3. He works as a wind turbine tech and travels a lot. You’d think I’d adjust to it and sometimes I have been ok when he’s left. But this time it’s hitting me hard. I’m sick of the lifestyle. The money is great. We were able to buy a brand new house and a new Yukon but I’d trade all the stuff just to have him home every night again. Anyone else deal with this? Idk if it’s because we have young kids, or if I’m just not cut out. We were a military family too before this so it’s not like this is new. I am just struggling hard this time.