Sensitive question

Hi there I hope this doesn’t offend anyone my apologies if so. I missed my period last month and I’ve been in denial about it. I finally took a test and it was positive. I’m in no predicament to raise a child I’m only 20 and still live with my parents. My parents always made it clear I’ll be kicked out if I have a child. My other family doesn’t agree with abortions and I never wanted to have to get one. This is just a sad situation all together. My ex bf doesn’t want me to get rid of it either. My aunt said she’ll take it but I just don’t want to do any of that at all :( I was going to get the abortion pills next week but I’ve been having second thoughts about it so many different opinions around me. Any advice? Does anyone know any natural remedies for a miscarriage? I think I’d feel better that way atleast rather than having the baby physically killed once again sorry if this offends anyone I just don’t know what to do in this situation I’m sad and scared