I get drunk when I’m not with him and he’s all I can think about

This is how I know I am falling harddddd for this guy. We just got into a relationship so it’s still fresh. Two months. And I knew I was super into him. The last time I saw him I thought I might even be falling in love with him. We’ve gotten so close. I feel so safe with him, protected, respected, cared for, heard. List goes on.

I was with some of my girl friends tonight and we were drinking and went to watch a show. And I kept thinking about how I wish he was there for me to lean on and hold. And then going back and falling asleep in his bed cuddling. He’s out of town this weekend otherwise I would’ve gone to his place after.

I think I’m falling in love with him. I haven’t felt like this in so long. Any other guy I’ve talked to in the last few years, I didn’t feel like this.