Losing hope

This is going to be our last cycle “trying” until we move into a bigger home. I’m kinda sad but kinda relieved as I need time to better my mind and body. Any time I think I’m pregnant my anxiety goes through the roof thinking of the possibility of it being ectopic for the THIRD TIME. But then when AF starts I’m heartbroken at the thought of what could’ve been 😢 we would’ve had 2 baby’s if the last two pregnancies worked out… but here I am once again testing negative. Why is getting and staying pregnant so hard 🥺😕