So I posted about my bf and I deciding to... take a "step back" or whatever and still be together but not together(?) Anyways at first I was totally fine and happy and kind of relieved that I wasn't just up in the air but now I'm getting a little mad (not at him) just in general and sad. I said I would use the time to like learn about myself and finish my grad program, study to get licensing.. etc but I don't really care about doing any of that stuff. I just want to be in my relationship again. I don't really have a desire to meet anyone else, I don't want to do anything just lay around and be left alone. I mean what am I going to do in all this time I have where I'm not texting him... I mean I can still text him and talk to him. Idk I just can't spend the next how ever many months like this. I'm so angry at everyone, like I'm a real bitch lately... and I don't care like I just don't care about anyone or anything. I just care about him and fast forwarding time to being together again.