These past two weeks have been rough ngl. I found out I am pregnant and then I thought I lost the baby but didn't, I am planning a wedding and my mental health is going through the garbage disposal rn. I don't know how to be happy for this baby I am carrying or about getting married in two months. I am so confused scared and lost. My fiance doesn't really understand all thats going on. He tries to help and I understand that but sometimes its to much. I don't know how to get out of the dumps. I have mental health issues but not having insurance is a pain. Does it get better or will I always feel like this??