Hi guys.

I just need some loving and kind words right now.

I'm lying in hospital right now as our baby boy wants to come early on 34 weeks. On wednesday night i lost this weird chunk of mucus string and then i had a little blood. Luckily i had a doctor's appointment today so that i could tell her and she could check me out. She saw that i was dilated 3cm already at 34 weeks and baby will come if she doesn't try anything to help us. So I'm currently admitted in hospital with a drip to relax my uterus at least for another 2 weeks so that baby's lungs can mature faster.

I am sooooooo freaking sad and my heart feels broken, because tomorrow would have been our babyshower guys😢😢😭😭💙💙