I don’t know what to do.

So i’m 22 and i just found out that i’m pregnant after my obgyn wrongly diagnosing me (said i wouldn’t be able to have kids “naturally”) which i was fine with because i thought ok now i know that if i get pregnant it’s really cause i’m really since i would’ve had to pay for the treatments. Anyways my situation is not the best i’m currently still waiting on my green card, i’m uninsured, i don’t have any support system whatsoever here (all my family lives overseas), my husband’s family we don’t talk to anymore has they jumped me and treated me like s*** the whole time i was involved with them, and my relationship is not the best right now. My husband is pretty happy about having a kid (his sisters and a lot of his cousins already do) but i know he is not really at ALL. He’s young but is mostly responsible person bill wise but taking care of a kid is a whole other thing. I never thought i would react like this to such a good new which also makes me think i could get postpartum depression after which i would hate for my baby to have to go thru that. As far as i’m concerned i feel like an abortion would be the best option for us at this time but at the same time i feel like i’m going to regret making this decision. Ofc i’m also going to talk about it with him but at the end of the day i’m the one carrying the baby so i’ll make the decision at the end of the day. But if someone has gone thru something similar or when thru with an abortion please give me advice and also what an abortion feels like etc. Thank you so much!