Ever feel like it will never happen again? For years I wanted to have a family and dreamed of becoming a mother. When I became pregnant for the very first time it ended in a early miscarriage👼🏽I knew I was pregnant for 2 weeks before I miscarried. It crush me like never before. I craved and wanted to have a baby more than ever because I knew I could get pregnant. 4 months later I conceived again had my daughter November 2018. Since she was 1 years old I wanted to have our second child. Up until she was 2years old my SO finally agreed to have add 1 more to the family(he has 2 daughters from previous relationships) My daughter will be 4 soon and I will be 30 in March and NOTHING😭😭I’ve brought opks test, baby aspirin, prenatals, following different methods and every month I see AF ugly face. I keep crying every month and it’s started to take a huge toll me. Tomorrow I’m going to set up a appointment with the fertility specialist but now I do not think nothing will help🥺 Thank you for reading