Nursing school fear

Hi everyone. I’m in my first week of nursing school and self doubting very much. I have serious anxiety and I am so scared. Im scared to fail but also scared to do it. I’m so embarrassed because everyone else is so excited and I’m not. We have our first check off and I had a panic attack. I feel like I can’t do it due to my horrible anxiety. It makes me so disappointed in myself. I know I need to be on medication but I don’t want to feel like a zombie. Anyone else in the same boat ?