Done TTC it's been 5 years, tons of different meds. Clomid, metformin, herbal teas, cleanses,diets, exercise. I am tired drained and frankly sick of this hellish journey. Month after month of failed cycles negative test wasted money and broken heart and spirit, all while watching damn near everyone announcing pregnancy or having babies even the people that dont want it, never even tried and could take it or leave it. I am so done with this. it was not meant to be and I'm just accepting that and moving on. I no longer believe that I was meant to be a mom or it would have happened by now after all this time and no one can convince me otherwise anymore because after like 50 pregnancy test all either negative, evaps or indents I now know why they say hope is dangerous. On to living life without kids.🤷‍♀️

Rant over, TTC journey canceled.👩‍🦯