My grandmother is currently in the ICU, I had to call an ambulance because she couldn’t breathe. She has stage 4 lung cancer, COPD, emphysema, and Afib.

The reason I feel bad is because she is in there with pneumonia, I live with her (to take care of her) with my 4 young children. One of my kids went to school and ended up getting a cold, I tried my best to keep them away from her but she still managed to catch it. I feel like absolute shit, her oxygen dropped to 57% and now her heart is on the verge of giving out. I feel like this is my fault.