I didn’t enjoy my teen years much. I was bullied. Never invited to parties. Didn’t have a lot of friends.

I am 26 now. And so far, I haven’t enjoyed my twenties either. I was in a toxic relationship from ages 20 - 25.

Now I have a better relationship. But he doesn’t like to go out too much so I still spend a lot of weekends at home.

I feel like I never experienced going out to bars with my friends. I never went to college parties.

I just feel like I missed out on a lot. I always wonder is it because I’m not pretty enough

? Funny enough? Cool enough?

What if my whole life is like this ??