I am so sad.

Today I found out my ex boyfriend, who I was dating then broke up with, then we were still seeing each other and promised not to sleep with other people, today I found out that he was making out with and possibly hooking up with others our entire relationship, talking and dancing with other girls our entire relationship, and as soon as it ended, even though we made a promise to each other (he was the one who wanted to make the promise), he slept with 4 girls in the same friend group on their town. The friends found out later unfortunately that this was happening.

I found out because one of the girls, who he also abused and peed on her bed, messaged me and sent me MY PICTURES with my ass out with just a thong on. She wouldn’t sleep with him, and he said “I have [me] so it doesnt matter” and sent my pictures.

Meanwhile, now I have to get tested clearly, and I don’t have my period. All these other chicks might have stds like I might now, but I didn’t hear of any of them missing their period. And I’m the one who was dating the psycho.

There’s screenshots of him calling the other girls fat, saying they should kill themselves, that his mom hates them, that he hopes they get pregnant then have an abortion, and mentions people in their lives who have committed suicide.

He wasn’t the nicest to me in our relationship but we had worked a couple things out. Why would I think that anytime we weren’t seeing each other or on FaceTime (which was SO OFTEN) that he would be out dancing with other girls and sleeping with them?

I feel so stupid I don’t even know what to do. And I’m waiting for a period like 👀