I’m 8 weeks pregnant but my bf doesn’t want the baby. I am going to terminate on Tuesday. I want the baby and just so happy looking at my belle. I’m a grad student in the US and taking care of my self with 3 jobs. I have this feeling this might be my only baby but also don’t want my child to grow up without a father like I did.

Can’t sleep at night, been batting with this feeling for more than two weeks. I have had a high prolactin hormone and doctor said it will be hard to get pregnant although I’ve been on drugs and multivitamins. It’s hard raising a child alone plus no one wants a baby mama for a wife😭.

If I take this baby out and never have another one I will never be able to forgive myself but I also don’t want to think of the child’s future.

Praying for a sign or maybe a miracle, more like a conviction 🙏🏾